September 2010
I keep running for the bus
I’m exhausted! :/
Sep 30th
I make this face that seems like I'm winking...
lol! I do this too.
Sep 29th
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Red
I dreamt of the colour red today so I wore something red.
Sep 29th
I wanna love you!
But your not letting me! ):
Sep 29th
Journal #135
I AM GOING TO STUDY and READ for the rest of the week! DO NOT DISTRACT ME COMPUTER! lol Wednesday: AM-english PM- read & take notes Sociology , work Thursday: AM-english PM- night class & work Friday: AM- work? or chill PM- work & Langara play Saturday: Freedom to Love conference 8am-4pm. Sunday: READ and TAKE NOTES (english test on monday) I can do this! (: 
Sep 29th
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if I could write you a song to make you fall in...
Sep 29th
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Journal #134
On this day Maria, God wants you to know … that it’s important not to invalidate your feelings. Your feelings are telling you something important. Do not rush to act on the first whim, take time to hear the full message. I was going to type something on tumblr saying “WHY DO I effin MISS YOU” I guess I shouldn’t rush on the act and take time to hear the full message....
Sep 28th
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Its so easy
To shut people out especially when they do things that annoys us. We judge people so easily and turn our backs on them. We think “i don’t wanna be associated with that kind of person” those kind of thinking are just so selfish. When we do that we don’t find the beauty they have within theirselves.  So right now, think. Think about what makes your friend so special, do you...
Sep 28th
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yfc tumblr: when God said 'NO' →
yfc: when i was a kid, i learned that when you pray the Lord will always answer it with a ‘YES’ just as long as u really pray hard about it… True enough the Lord answers them. But later on as i grew older the Lord actually answers prayers in three (3) ways. YES, NO and WAIT, NOT YET. January 1989…
Sep 27th
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“On this day Maria, God wants you to know … that even the desert has...”
Sep 27th
KidsGiveMeHope - The CUTEST Little Stories!
kidsgivemehope: I work at a costume shop and one day a little boy came in. I asked him what kind of costume he wanted. He said he wanted to be a superhero. I asked him which one, and he said ‘my dad’. aweee
Sep 27th
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Sep 27th
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Why is this so cute?
-sarahh-: bringmetoyourgalaxy: Omfg! THIS IS TOO CUTE! AHHHH<3 made my day x] AAAWWWWEEEE SHIIIT lol soo cutee
Sep 27th
Sep 27th
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When someone talks to you almost everyday, it...
unknowndee: csaantaanaaa: mitchellperez: -camilleanne: janaabee: newyorkieecraziest: (via chahunn) Oh yes. …. snap!
Sep 27th
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“Don’t serve with your faith to others if you can’t serve yourself. Start with...”
– Aj Rodas (via whatsuprae)
Sep 27th
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I dislike
people who keeps complaining about how shitty their life is. if its so shitty then do something about it! I mean one complain is okay but if every time I talk to you its like a non stop rant about how miserable your life is (even though you have a complete family who loves you and you have friends who love you). its just ridiculous and annoying. Though I probably contradict myself here but ya...
Sep 27th
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beastrickwillis asked: Well I changed two to four now. I forgot. GOSH. lol.
Sep 27th
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dramaneverends: One day she asked me, “Do you think it’s possible to love a person forever?”At first I didn’t know what to say, but then I looked into her eyes and I knew it was true, so I simply replied, “Forever isn’t long enough” O.O ahh shiit lol
Sep 26th
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“Love defind by a simple school boy: love is when i walk to the othr side of...”
– (via dramaneverends)
Sep 26th
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boygirlconvos: Boy: There’s nothing I would change about you. Girl: Oh really ? Boy : Maybe just ONE thing. Girl: And what would that be ? Boy : Your last name ! <3 awwweeee 
Sep 26th
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Sep 25th
On this day Maria, God wants you to know ... that...
Sep 25th
okay people, I don't think Albert Einstein was...
Sep 25th
An Atheist Professor of Philosophy was speaking to...
Professor: You are a Christian, aren't you, son?
Student: Yes, sir.
Professor: So, you believe in God?
Student: Absolutely, sir.
Professor: Is God good?
Student: Sure.
Professor: My brother died of cancer, even though he prayed to God to heal him. Most of us would attempt to help others who are ill. But God didn't. How is God good, then? Hmm?
(Student was silent)
Professor: You can't answer, can you? Let's start again, young fella. Is God good?
Student: Yes.
Professor: Is Satan good?
Student: No.
Professor: Where does Satan come from?
Student: From.. God.
Professor: That's right. Tell me son, is there evil in this world?
Student: Yes.
Professor: Evil is everywhere, isn't it? And God did make everything. Correct?
Student: Yes.
Professor: So who created evil?
(Student didn't answer)
Professor: Is there sickness? Immortality? Hatred? Ugliness? All these terrible things exist in the world, don't they?
Student: Yes, sir.
Professor: So, who created them?
(Student had no answer)
Professor: Science says you have 5 senses you use to identify and observe the world around you. Tell me, son.. have you ever seen God?
Student: No, sir.
Professor: Tell us if you have ever heard your God.
Student: No, sir.
Professor: Have you ever felt your God, tasted your God, smelt your God? Have you ever had any sensory perception of God, for that matter?
Student: No, sir. I'm afraid I haven't.
Professor: Yet you still believe in Him?
Student: Yes.
Professor: According to empirical, testable, demonstrable protocol, Science says your God doesn't exist. What do you say to that, son?
Student: Nothing. I only have my Faith.
Professor: Yes, Faith. And that is the problem Science has.
Student: Professor, is there such a thing as Heat?
Professor: Yes.
Student: And is there such a thing as Cold?
Professor: Yes.
Student: No, sir, there isn't.
(The Lecture Theatre became very quiet with this turn of events)
Student: Sir, you can have lots of heat, even more heat, superheat, mega heat, white heat, a little heat or no heat. But we don't have anything called cold. We can hit 458 Degrees below Zero which is no heat, but we can't go any further after that. There is no such thing as cold. Cold is only a word we use to describe the absence of Heat. We cannot measure cold. Heat is energy. Cold is not the opposite of heat, sir, just the absence of it.
(There was a pon-drop silence in the Lecture Theatre)
Student: What about darkness, Professor? Is there such a thing as darkness?
Professor: Yes. What is night if there isn't darkness?
Student: You're wrong again, sir. Darkness is the absence of something. You can have Low Light, Normal Light, Bright Light, Flashing Light... But if you have No Light constantly, you have nothing and it's called Darkness, isn't it? In reality, darkness isn't. If it is, You would be able to make darkness darker, wouldn't you?
Professor: So what is the point you are making, young man?
Student: Sir, my point is, your Philosophical Premise is flawed.
Professor: Flawed? Can you explain how?
Student: Sir, you are working on the Premise of Duality. You argue there is Life and then there is Death, a good God and a bad God. You are viewing the concept of God as something finite, something we can measure. Sir, Science can't even explain a thought. It uses electricity and magnetism, but has never seen, much less fully understood either one. To view death as the opposite of life is to be ignorant of the fact that death cannot exist as a substantive thing. Death is not the opposite of life, just the absence of it. Now tell me, Professor, do you teach your students that they evolved from a monkey?
Professor: If you are referring to the Natural Evolutionary Process, yes of course, I do.
Student: Have you ever observed Evolution with your own eyes, sir?
(The professor shook his head with a smile, beginning to realize where the argument was going)
Student: Since no one has ever observed the Process of Evolution at work and cannot even prove that this process is an on-going endeavor, are you not teaching your opinion, sir? Are you not a Scientist but a Preacher?
(The class was in uproar)
Student: Is there anyone in the class who has ever seen the Professor's brain?
(The class broke out into laughter)
Student: Is there anyone here who has ever heard the Professor's brain, felt it, touched or smelt it? .. No one appears to have done so. So, according to the established Rules of Empirical, Stable and Demonstrable Protocol, Science says that you have no brain, sir. With all due respect, sir, how do we then trust your lectures?
(The room was silent. The Professor stared at the student, his face unfathomable)
Professor: I guess you'll have to take them on Faith, son.
Student: That is it, sir.. exactly! The link between man and God is Faith. That is all that keeps things alive and moving!
That student was Albert Einstein.
OWNED!!!
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albert einstein isn't christian . O.o - mymarianess
Sep 25th
Love the people whos worth loving
Why can’t we just fucking love evrryone! Everyone deserves love. Sheesh people
Sep 25th
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dayplanners-and-stickynotes: “When I was a boy, my mother promised me, “If you become a sailor, you will be a captain. If you become a politician, you will become the president. If you become a priest, you will become the Pope.” Well, I decided to be an artist, and I became Picasso.  -Pablo Picasso 
Sep 24th
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I keep thinking about this
“honestly, i’ve been sadder and shit since i first started talking to you” . I seem to hurt people that loves me :/ whyyy?? )’: I don’t wanna hurt them
Sep 23rd
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Matt was right. Girls are confusing and...
sigh. I just had a talk with my best friend, the love of my life, and I guess I kinda confused him in a lot of ways :(. I guess I am confused in all of it myself. I love him, I don’t love him. I wanna be with him, I don’t wanna be with him. One thing always stands out though, and thats his love for me and I just cant seem to escape it. I keep thinking about it, feeling it, sensing it!...
Sep 23rd
Yes, I swear, I do stupid things, I make mistakes...
Sep 23rd
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wow fail
my sister forgot to ask my bestfriend to make a video shout out on my birthday. MY BESTFRIEND -.- I thought thats why I didnt see her video was cause she was busy with school and other stuff. 
Sep 23rd
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Journal #133
So today I was sitting on the bus and I hear the song “when we were young by the killers” and it made me think of the movie Invisible Children (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qds5MQCqWnk&feature=related). When I was Grade 11 I always wanted to make a difference, to go to Africa and help out. That was 3 years ago, and I have done nothing. So for the whole 45minute ride on the bus I...
Sep 23rd
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“Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are...”
– Maryanne Williamson
Sep 22nd
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Sep 22nd
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USA for 3 days!
:/ no phonnee! 
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Journal #132
Today was awesome! (even though I didn’t get to start my morning talking to fauldsy) not just cause its my birthday but because everything I did today was out of thanksgiving to God of how He made my life just so wonderful! I bought an ice cream cake for the kids at daycare and I walked from 6th St. to 8th St. carrying a really heavy cake (note that this is an ice cream cake). My friend also...
Sep 17th
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jissellgalvez;: happy birthday MARIA!! →
jsoundsify: well first off, soo glad i met you! we’ve gone through a lot together! from just chilling at your house when our parents have households to whistler for a kvc ‘echo’. so happy and proud that you went! haha. i know, camping’s not my thing either. anywho, i’m excited for what lies ahead for the both… THANKS JIZZ!!! (: I love you! 
Sep 17th
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Journal #131
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME I going to be 20 in 35 minutes! WOAH right? I don’t look my age :b haha before I never really found the importance of birthdays because it’s just a day to say “YAY another year for you!” . i realized that birthdays are kind of like Thanksgiving. Thanking God for adding another year in your life! and I am very very thankful. I guess when I was 15, I...
Sep 16th
i love it when someone's laugh is funnier than the...
jsoundsify: omg, story of my life… again
Sep 16th
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“On this day Maria, God wants you to know … that there are times when you...”
Sep 16th
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Sep 15th
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Baby you amaze me (:
Tell me that I shouldn’t fall for you Tell me that this happened way to soon— Such old song :/
Sep 15th
Wtf everyones playing halo reach
I wanna play! 
Sep 15th
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